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  "The foregoing is presented only in the interest of completeness. Sensationalism is to be discouraged. It is recommended that a maximum feasible effort be instigated for the apprehension of the being Aycharaych, while every due allowance is made for other programs which have rightfully been given a higher priority than the possible presence of a lone foreign operative. Should such effort be rewarded with success, the subject is to be detained while HQNI is notified...."

  Desai stared into darkness. But there is mention of Jean-Baptiste in the files on Llynathawr, he thought. Easy enough for an employee in Merseia's pay to insert false data ... probably during the chaos of the civil war.. .. Uldwyr, you green devil, what have you or yours in mind for my planet?

  The Flone Valley is for the most part a gentler land than the edge of Ilion. Rolling on roads toward the great stream, Waybreak had no further need for the discipline of the desert. Exuberance kindled as spent energies returned.

  On a mild night, the Train camped in a pasture belonging to a yeoman family with which it had made an agreement generations ago. There was no curfew; wood for a bonfire was plentiful; celebration lasted late. But early on, when Fraina had danced for them, she went to where Ivar sat and murmured, "Want to take a walk? I'll be back soon's I've swapped clothes"—before she skipped off to Jubilee.

  His blood roared. It drowned the talk to which he had been listening while he watched a succession of performances. When he could hear again, the words felt dwindled and purposeless, like the hum of a midgeling swarm.

  "Yes, I was briefly with two other nomad groups," Erannath was saying, "the Dark Stars north of Nova Roma, near the Julia River, and the Gurdy Men in the Fort Lunacy area. The differences in custom are interesting but, I judge, mere eddies in a single wind."

  King Samlo, seated on his chair, the only one put out, tugged his beard. "You ought to visit the Magic Fathers, then, who I was apprenticed to," he said. "And the Glorious make women the heads of their wagons. But they're over in Tiberia, across the Antonine Seabed, so I don't know them myself."

  "Perhaps I will go see," Erannath answered, "though I feel certain of finding the same basic pattern."

  "Funny," said the yeoman. "You, xeno—no offense meant; I had some damn fine nonhuman shipmates durin' war of independence—you get around more on our planet than I ever have, or these professional travelers here."

  He had come with his grown sons to join the fun. Minors and womenfolk stayed behind. Not only was the party sure to become licentious; brawls might explode. Fascinated by Erannath, he joined the king, Padro of Roadlord, the widow Mara of Tramper, and a few more in conversation on the fringes of the circle. They were older folk, their bodies dimmed; the feverish atmosphere touched them less.

  What am I doin' here? Ivar wondered. Exultation: Waitin' for Fraina, that's what. . . . Earlier, I thought I'd better not get too involved in things. Well, chaos take caution!

  The bonfire flared and rumbled at the center of the wagons. Whenever a stick went crack, sparks geysered out of yellow and red flames. The light flew across those who were seated on the ground, snatched eyes, teeth, earrings, bracelets, bits of gaudy cloth out of shadow, cast them back and brought forth instead a dice game, a boy and girl embraced, a playful wrestling match, a boy and girl already stealing off into the farther meadow. Around the blaze, couples had begun a stamping ring-dance, to the music of a lame guitarist, a hunchbacked drummer, and a blind man who sang in plangent Haisun. It smelted of smoke and humanity.

  The flicker sheened off Erannath's plumage, turned his eyes to molten gold and his crest to a crown. In its skyey accent his speech did not sound pedantic: "Outsiders often do explore more widely than dwellers, Yeoman Vasiliev, and see more, too. People tend to take themselves for granted."

  "I dunno," Samlo argued. "To you, don't the big differences shadow out the little ones that matter to us? You have wings, we don't; we have proper legs, you don't. Doesn't that make us seem pretty much alike to you? How can you say the Trains are all the same?"

  "I did not say that, King," Erannath replied. "I said I have observed deep-going common factors. Perhaps you are blinkered by what you call the little differences that matter. Perhaps they matter more to you than they should."

  Ivar laughed and tossed in: "Question is, whether we can't see forest for trees, or can't see trees for forest."

  Then Fraina was back, and he sprang up. She had changed to a shimmerlyn gown, ragged from years but cut so as to be hardly less revealing than her dancer's costume. Upon her shoulder, alongside a blueblack cataract of hair, sat the luck of Jubilee, muffled in its mantle apart from the imp head.

  "Coming?" she chirruped.

  "N-n-n-need you ask?" Ivar gave the king a nord-style bow. "Will you excuse me, sir?"

  Samlo nodded. A saturnine smile crossed his mouth.

  As he straightened, Ivar grew aware of the intentness of Erannath. One did not have to be Ythrian to read hatred in erected quills and hunched stance. His gaze followed that of the golden orbs, and met the red triplet of the luck's. The animal crouched, bristled, and chittered.

  "What's wrong, sweet?" Fraina reached to soothe her pet.

  Ivar recalled how Erannath had declined the hospitality of any wagon and spent his whole time outdoors, even the bitterest nights, when he must slowly pump his wings while he slept to keep his metabolism high enough that he wouldn't freeze to death. In sudden realization, the Firstling asked him, "Don't you like lucks?"

  "No," said the Ythrian.

  After a moment: "I have encountered them elsewhere. In Planha we call them liayalre. Slinkers."

  Fraina pouted. "Oh, foof! I took poor Tais along for a gulp of fresh air. C'mon, Rolf."

  She tucked her arm beneath Ivar's. He forgot that he had never cared for lucks either.

  Erannath stared after him till he was gone from sight.

  Beyond the ring of vehicles, the meadow rolled wide, its dawn trava turf springy and sweet underfoot, silver-gray beneath heaven. Trees stood roundabout, intricacies of pine, massivenesses of hammerbranch, cupolas of delphi. Both moons tinged their boughs white; and of the shadows, those cast by Creusa stirred as the half-disc sped eastward. Stars crowded velvet blackness. The Milky Way was an icefall.

  Music faded behind him and her, until they were alone with a tadmouse's trill. He was speechless, content to marvel at the fact that she existed.

  She said at last, quietly, looking before her: "Rolf, there's got to be High Ones. This much joy can't just've happened."

  "High Ones? Or God? Well—" Non sequitur, my dear. To us this is beautiful because certain apes were adapted to same kind of weather, long ago on Terra. Though we may feel subtle enchantment in deserts, can we feel it as wholly as Erannath must? . . . But doesn't that mean that Creator made every kind of beauty? It's bleak, believin' in nothin' except accident.

  "Never mind philosophy," he said. Recklessly: "Waste of time I could spend by your side."

  She slipped an arm around his waist. He felt it like fire. I'm in love, he knew through the thunders. Never before like this. Tanya—

  She sighed. "Aye-ah. How much've we left?"

  "Forever?"

  "No. You can't stay in the Train. It's never happened."

  "Why can't it?"

  "Because you sitters—wait, Rolf, I'm sorry, you're too good for that word, you're a strider—you people who have rooted homes, you're—not weak—but you haven't got our kind of toughness."

  Which centuries of deaths have bred.

  "I'm afraid for you," Fraina whispered.

  "What? Me?" His pride surged in a wave of anger that he knew, far off at the back of his mind, was foolish. "Hoy, listen, I survived Dreary crossin' as well as next man, didn't I? I'm bigger and stronger than anybody else; maybe no so wiry, not so quick, but by chaos, if we struck dryout, starveout, gritstorm, whatever, I'd stay alive!"

  She leaned closer. "And you're smart, too, Rolf, full of book stories—what's more, full of skills we're always short on. Yet
you'll have to go. Maybe because you're too much for us. What could we give you, for the rest of your life?"

  You, his pulse replied. And freedom to be myself.... Drop your damned duties, Ivar Frederiksen. You never asked to be born to them. Stop thinkin' how those lights overhead are political points, and let them again be stars.

  "I, I, I don't think I could ever get tired of travelin', if you were along," he blurted. "And, uh, well, I can haul my load, maybe give Waybreak somethin' really valuable—"

  "Until you got swittled, or knifed. Rolf, darling, you're innocent. You know in your bones that most people are honest and don't get violent without reason. It's not true. Not in the Trains, it isn't. How can you change your skeleton, Rolf?"

  "Could you help me?"

  "Oh, if I could!" The shifty moonlight caught a glimmer of tears.

  Abruptly Fraina tossed her head and stated, "Well, if nothing else, I can shield you from the first and worst, Rolf."

  "What do you mean?" By now used to mercurial changes of mood, he chiefly was conscious of her looks, touch, and fragrance. They were still walking. The luck on her shoulder, drawn into its mantle, had virtually seceded from visibility.

  "You've a fair clutch of jingle along, haven't you?"

  He nodded. Actually the money was in bills, Imperial credits as well as Aenean libras, most of it given him in a wad by Sergeant Astaff before he left Windhome. ("Withdrew my savin's, Firstlin'. No worry. You'll pay me back if you live, and if you don't live, what futterin' difference'll my account make?" How remote and unreal it seemed!) Tinerans had no particular concept of privacy. (I've learned to accept that, haven't I? Privacy is in my brain. What matter if Dulcy casually goes through my pockets, if she and Mikkal and I casually dress and undress in their wagon, if they casually make love in bunk below mine?) Thus it was general knowledge that Rolf Mariner was well-heeled. No one stale from a fellow in the Train. The guilt would have been impossible to hide, and meant exile. After pickpocket practice, the spoils were returned. He had declined invitations to gamble, that being considered a lawful way of picking a companion clean.

  "We'll soon reach the river," Fraina said. "We'll move along it, from town to town, as far as our territory stretches. Carnival at every stop. Hectic—well, you've been to tineran pitches, you told me. The thing is, those times we're on the grab. It's us against—is 'against' the word?—zans. We don't wish harm on the sitters, but we're after everything we can hook. At a time like that, somebody might forget you're not an ordinary sitter. We even fall out with our kind, too often."

  Why? passed across Ivar. Granted this society hasn't same idea as mine of what constitutes property or contract. Still, if anything, shouldn't nomads be more alert than usual when among aliens, more united and coordinated? But no, I remember from Brotherband visits to Windhome, excitement always affected them too, till they'd as likely riot among each other as with Landfolk.

  He lost the question. They had halted near an argent-roofed delphi. Stars gleamed, moons glowed, and she held both his hands.

  "Let me keep your moneta for you, Rolf," she offered. "I know how to stash it. Afterward—"

  "There will be an afterward!"

  "There's got to be," she wept, and came to him.

  He let go all holds, save upon her. Soon they went into the moon-dappled grotto of the delphi. The luck stayed outside, waiting.

  He who had been Jaan the Shoemaker, until Caruith returned after six million swings of the world around the sun, looked from the snag of a tower across the multitude which filled the marketplace. From around the Sea of Orcus, folk had swarmed hither for Radmas. More were on Mount Cronos this year than ever before in memory or chronicle. They knew the Deliverer was come and would preach unto them.

  They made a blue-shadowy dimness beneath the wall whereon he stood: a face, a lancehead, a burnoose, a helmet, picked out of the dusk which still welled between surrounding houses and archways. Virgil had barely risen over the waters, and the Arena blocked off sight of it, so that a phantom mother-of-pearl was only just beginning to awaken in the great ruin. Some stars remained yet in the sky. Breath indrawn felt razor keen. Released, it ghosted. Endless underneath silence went the noise of the falls.

  —Go, Caruith said.

  Their body lifted both arms. Amplified, their voice spoke forth into the hush.

  "People, I bring you stern tidings.

  "You await rescue, first from the grip of the tyrant, next and foremost from the grip of mortality—of being merely, emptily human. You wait for transcendence.

  "Look up, then, to yonder stars. Remember what they are, not numbers in a catalog, not balls of burning gas, but reality itself, even as you and I are real. We are not eternal, nor are they; but they are closer to eternity than we. The light of the farthest that we can see has crossed an eon to come to us. And the word it bears is that first it shone upon those have gone before.

  "They shall return. I, in whom lives the mind of Caruith, pledge this, if we will make our world worthy to receive them.

  "Yet that may not be done soon nor easily. The road before us is hard, steep, bestrewn with sharp shards. Blood will mark the footprints we leave, and at our backs will whiten the skulls of those who fell by the way. Like one who spoke upon Mother Terra, long after Caruith but long before Jaan, I bring you not peace but a sword."

  X

  Boseville was typical of the small towns along the Flone between Nova Roma and the Cimmerian Mountains. A cluster of neatly laid out, blocky but gaily colored buildings upon the right bank, it looked across two kilometers' width of brown stream to a ferry terminal, pastures, and timberlots. At its back, canals threaded westward through croplands. Unlike the gaunt but spacious country along the Ilian Shelf, this was narrow enough, and at the same time rich enough, that many of its farmers could dwell in the community. Besides agriculture, Boseville lived off service industries and minor manufacturing. Most of its trade with the outside world went through the Riverfolk. An inscribed monolith in the plaza commemorated its defenders during the Troubles. Nothing since had greatly disturbed it, including rebellion and an occupation force which it never saw.

  Of was that true any longer? More and more, Ivar wondered.

  He had accompanied Erannath into town while the tinerans readied their pitches. The chance of his being recognized was negligible, unless the Terrans had issued bulletins on him. He was sure they had not. To judge by what broadcasts he'd seen when King Samlo ordered the Train's single receiver brought forth and tuned in—a fair sample, even though the nomads were not much given to passive watching—the Wildfoss affair had been soft-pedaled almost to the point of suppression. Evidently Commissioner Desai didn't wish to inspire imitations, nor make a hero figure out of the Firstling of Ilion.

  Anyhow, whoever might identify him was most unlikely to call the nearest garrison.

  Erannath wanted to explore this aspect of nord culture. It would be useful having a member of it for companion, albeit one from a different area. Since he was of scant help in preparing the shows, Ivar offered to come along. The Ythrian seemed worth cultivation, an interesting and, in his taciturn fashion, likable sort. Besides, Ivar discovered with surprise that, after the frenetic caravan, he was a bit homesick for his own people.

  Or so he thought. Then, when he walked on pavement between walls, he began to feel stifled. How seldom these folk really laughed aloud! How drably they dressed! And where were the male swagger, the female ardor? He wondered how these sitters had gotten any wish to beget the children he saw. Why, they needed to pour their merriment out of a tankard.

  Not that the beer wasn't good. He gulped it down. Erannath sipped.

  They sat in a waterfront tavern, wood-paneled, rough-raftered, dark and smoky. Windows opened on a view of the dock. A ship, which had unloaded cargo here and taken on consignments for farther downstream, was girding to depart.

  "Don't yonder crew want to stay for our carnival?" Ivar asked.

  A burly, bearded man, among the seve
ral whom Erannath's exotic presence had attracted to this table, puffed his pipe before answering slow: "No, I don't recall as how Riverfolk ever go to those things. Seems like they, m-m-m, shun tinerans. Maybe not bad idea."

  "Why?" Ivar challenged. Are they nonhuman, not to care for Fraina's dancin' or Mikkal's blade arts or—

  "Always trouble. I notice, son, you said, 'Our carnival.' Have care. It brings grief, tryin' to be what you're not born to be."

  "I'll guide my private life, if you please."

  The villager shrugged. "Sorry."

  "If the nomads are a disturbing force," Erannath inquired, "why do you allow them in your territory?"

  "They've always been passin' through," said the oldest man present. "Tradition gives rights. Includin' right to pick up part of their livin'—by entertainments, cheap merchandise, odd jobs, and, yes, teachin' prudence by fleecin' the foolish."